Part I
I believe that people close their eyes to what is civilly right and humane. It is easier to go along with the masses.
I believe that society has so many flaws. Society is governed by money versus morality.
I believe that the government’s main purpose is to keep the rich richer and the poor poorer.
I believe that justice is determined by the person or people maintaining the law.
I believe that knowledge can only be brought about through education and life experience.
I believe that science can be a blessing and also destructive.
I believe that reality is abstract. Most people like to live in excuses and facades.
I believe that life is one of God’s many blessings.
I believe that happiness is measured by individual expectations.
I believe that goodness is defined by who is receiving it, how they receive, and why they receive it.
I believe that death is our final destination. Death is not as important as living life.
I believe that God is kind and merciful. God’s reign is in the spiritual world and cannot be understood by non believers.
Part II
I believe that reality is abstract.
It took years before I was able to deal with reality. My mother died when I was twelve years old. I remember not feeling much of anything. I had suppressed the thought of her death and could not really remember what she looked like. When I had my first child that is when reality set in that I really needed her and that I missed my mother. I remember looking at my newborn son and crying because I felt so alone and scared. I have noticed that I have lived my life suppressing reality. It has been times in which depression has set in and I felt hopeless. I did not realize why I continued to be depressed until I started dealing with my reality. One way that has help me cope with reality is through my faith in God. Through prayer and meditation I have been able to deal with my reality. I have been able to let issues go and move on peacefully instead of keeping those issues buried within. I can remember when my oldest son was diagnosed with epilepsy and it was hard to deal with this reality. My faith along with prayer help me to stay sane. When I floated into depression I was able to pray myself out. I know that faith is hard to believe on paper but I have seen the change in my behavior. The change has been brought about through my faith in God.
Part III
I know that psychiatrist and doctors in the medical field may disagree with me. Psychiatrist believe in treating mental disorders such as depression through medication and therapy. It would be hard to explain how I have been able to deal with my reality whether good or bad because it does not seem concrete. Faith cannot be scientifically explained. This goes against psychiatry and its doctrine. My evidence is the slide show that is my life. I have never had any formal therapy nor have I ever been on medication. Yet, I have been able to cope with my reality and I have been conditioned not to suppress my issues. Again this has been through my faith in God. Prayer and mediation has played a big role in my life and the changes that I have experienced.